A visit to grandad's

I was at my Grandfather's yesterday. He seems to be in good health and good spirits. I had thought that this was the first time I've seen him since his 80'th birthday party, but I visited him in hospital some time since. For the life of me I can't find a reference to it in my journal. It was sometime after mid-July, I'm fairly certain of that. I remember that Sylvia and I had split up by then and I was still depressed as hell about it. Not really the sort of visitor you appreciate when your in hospital.

There were a few other relatives there yesterday that I hadn't seen since the party and I was worried that they were going to ask about Sylvia. So this was running through my head, how I would answer. Just doing that almost brought me to tears a few times and I had to force myself to stop thinking about it.

After all that worrying no-one asked anything other than 'Are you still working at the college?' Yes, coming up for six years now. No-one asked about the play either. I don't like to talk about myself, bringing subjects out of nowhere, without at least answering some prompt. So they never got mentioned.

I'm kind of disappointed that no-one asked about the play. I'm sure my mum would have mentioned it to someone over the last few months.

Anyway, it's a silly time of the morning for me to still be up. I'm honestly going to bed now.

Sidenote for [LJ:loudestprincess]: I was looking back through some of my posts over the year when I found this reference to Ganesh. I'd forgotten all about it.